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2004-05-30

memorial day blues

Memorial day weekend. Broke. Shot-out. Best friend's laid up on some strong medicine with a bad rib. I'm not depressed. Just blah. A little regretful perhaps. Wishing I could just have taken it all back. Oh well. I'm maybe a little sad. Do you ever feel like you've hurt something and you will never be able to make it better no matter how hard you try? I feel kinda like that. I'm feeling kindof alone also. But not in a bad way. It's definitely a choice. Why do I choose to be like this? Ya got me. Hope you all are having a SWELL memorial day weekend. blah....