2004-11-13
November 13
I came to my senses. I didn't go over there. Everytime I think about going there I just get a terrible feeling inside of me. I don't know what it is. Like a feeling of impending doom. So instead, I went and played poker and drank. I told her I was going to score some shit but I didn't. The truth is, I'm really scared to be around her. Not in a physical sense, but emotionally. I still have a lot of bullshit that's tied up around her. Obviously.
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