2005-04-30
two, that's right, two entries this week!
I lost my first entry. Shit. It was good too. Now I'm not in the mood. I'm drinking. I'm sad but not depressed. Haven't done drugs in 3 or 4 days. I love whiskey but I'm drinking bacardi and 7-up. I'm feeling lonely. I'm not a mess. Which is good. If I can make it through this next week I might be ok. I'm going to be ok. The ghosts that have been haunting me are back in their spectral cages. Why? I haven't the foggiest. I'm sure part of it is that I don't have a person that lives to constantly fuck with me in my life. I've been able to grasp a hold of reality. The scales have been removed from my eyes. Even though it's pretty fucked up, I'm not turning away.
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