what could possibly happen next?

2004-04-16

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I went to the padres game tonight. Once again, crushed. I left after the 7th inning so I could go on a blind date. Advice to myself: Don't do that bullshit again! She was really nice but I wasn't physically attracted to her at all. Not even in a, what the hell, no one will ever know, kind of way either. That's it, from now on, no picture, no date. I felt kinda bad because I am sure she could tell that I was not into it. I kept looking away and asking what time it was. I didn't know what else to do. Even when I talked to her on the phone, I wasn't that enamored of her. I think that I was hoping that she was totally hot so I could overlook her personality. Not that she has a bad personality, but not really my type of girl.