what could possibly happen next?

2005-03-04

I love drugs!

Want to know what it feels like to be a speed junkie? Instead of you going to the bother of picking up a nasty habit, I'll give you a brief description of how I am feeling today. It feels like my teeth are jagged glass on my tongue and the inside of my cheeks. I have so much shit in my system that I can actually feel it going through my lungs via my sinuses. My jaw is sore from grinding my teeth. I've gotten a TOTAL of about 12 hours of sleep since last Saturday, and that includes 5 hours last night. I've lost at least 8 pounds. The whole world outside my door is scary and ugly. The best part of the whole story... I can't wait to get some more. What a fucked up way to live. I'm going to sleep.