what could possibly happen next?

2004-04-03

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Well, you can thank Lulublu for me not having much to write tonight. Her new name is Jiminy Cricket, standing on my shoulder, telling me that it is wrong to lead girls on. I was talking to her about The Sicilian and she said (correctly) that I shouldn't be leading her on when I really don't have anything for her. After talking with Jiminy, I wrote an e-mail to The Sicilian saying that I just didn't think that our relationship was going to go anywhere. I haven't heard from her so I guess she got the message. I felt bad but I think it's for the best. Went to the grocery store and stocked up on groceries. That is one thing that I love about being clean. I always have food now. I make it a point to go the store and buy food for the next week. Saturday night and not a thing to do. Not even a cloud on the horizon, which is nice in my usually dramatic life. Is this strange? My roomate is forever putting on cable porn (you know hot zone, spice) when I am at home. I feel just slightly uncomfortable watching porn with another man. He says he's taking off to Detroit for a couple of weeks. I think I may have to find a new place to live. Anyone have a spare couch? I don't take up much space, pay rent, AND buy groceries every week. I'm a good sharer also. I think I am going to start writing erotic stories in my journal. I'm bored. ugh.