what could possibly happen next?

2004-04-03

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I had a pretty good night. I went to my meeting and made coffee for the dope fiends. It was so cool when Anna, Kelly, Heather and Traitor Ron showed up at the meeting to see me get my 90 day token. They went out of their way to come see me get it and that really touched me. Anna gave me my token and I think that I realized what I had put my friends through when I went on my little using run. OK, big using run. After the meeting we took off to barona (the indian casino). Those fucking assholes left me there!?!?! See what I have to deal with? So I spent the night at the casino which in a way is appropriate since I spent so much time there when I was using. Finally, 6 in the morning bus showed up and I got my ass home. I'm going out with The Sicilian tonight although I don't really feel like it. We are staying the night at her house tonight so if I don't get OJ'ed by her ex-husband I'll let you know how that all turns out. Maybe we can go check out the new ballpark tonight as the Padres are playing their first exhibition today. I think it's sold out but I'm not sure. I'm on low-fi right now. I'm not used to staying up all night and then waking up in the afternoon anymore. Oh well, Rock n' roll baby!!!!!