what could possibly happen next?

2004-08-23

Knocking On Heaven's Door

It's hard when you are watching people that you care about hurt. My boss (Gene, the guy that I live with) has a brother that's in the final stages of cancer. I mean the "get your affairs in order" stage. I wish that I could do something for them (the family) and I can't. They want to believe that he has a chance. I watched my mom. When you get to this point there's no turning back. I don't know what else to say. It's sad. Makes me realize that at least I've got tomorrow. In other news, there is none. I have turned into a boring, dull rock. Feed me every few hours and I will smile and then shoo you away. I'm smiling more though. Which is nice. Laughing alot too. So things must be getting better, right?